When someone chooses to say something, no matter what excuse he/she gives to cover it up, the words chosen are meant. If not that person wouldn't have even chosen to say them in the first place. I always think that the most important question in response to such words is who is it directed to? It may sound so inquisitive and curious but knowing who it was meant for will explain a lot in itself.

How normal is it to think of situations and imagine how it turns out and realize that it is totally impossible and ridiculous and stupid? So much so that it makes me really want to just slap myself or punch a wall.... (not interested in self harm btw)

Am on the way to holland v from school to meet traffic and I am laaaaate, dammit. Horrid jam on PIE cause of the rain. On the bright side the boys had a good first half (there was no second) against yj :) two goals from Pradeep, one from solo and two from syafiq (though I don't know him haha) was talking to Angie and we were discussing how watching other A div games make us determined to play well (yet why haven't I done so...) in our league. Sometimes I wonder if I'm being hard on myself but I doubt it.

Ugh finally liberation! Though it's just for a week or two. I'll take what I get hahaha.

Math was worse than I hoped (it was my only hope!) and chem and econs were just.. Jokes hahaha. Well, econs was better than I expected but my standards were really low. During econs, my assigned seat was next to Justin's and it felt like our geog CT in first year all over again HAHA. Laughing at our plight (even during the paper HAHA). Denise told me it was distracting because she was "trying to do the paper and there was some inside joke going on behind [her]". She asked me what we were laughing about and I replied when because we laughed quite a few times. I miss both J1 years! Such good, relaxed fun!

Well after the papers I came home and slept for a couple of hours hehe (guang: "wow so exciting!" ..he's always saying these things -.- another version: "wow full of life!" which doesn't actually make sense but his point is made) I was planning on playing pokemon HAHA I think I might just do so now.. Dammit I just proved guang's point. Ah, my friends are really one in a million (ok a few in a million) what will I do without them!